I'm Waiting

One question what can't be done
You tear me down with the same thing
There's nothing the end, it's begun
What can you do when it all drains

Down there, you go always
See if I care faded
Down, don't you know where I'll be
'Cuz I'm here, on my own

Waiting, when I'm waiting
(don't you know)
I've been here before, and I don't care where I'm going
So I'll stay...

When you walk don't leave a note
Just put your hands on the back door
When you talk it's just a joke
Just know, I can't take it anymore

Down there, you go always
See if I care faded
Down, don't you know where I'll be
'Cuz I'm here, on my own

Waiting, when I'm waiting
(don't you know)
I've been here before, and I don't care where I'm going
So I'll be, waiting (waiting)
When I'm waiting (don't you know)
I'll tell you once more
That, as long as you're gone

Then I'll stay...
Outside there's no place I can hide
And your "down time"
Is anything but right
When the winds rise
This storm won't subside
You'll be outside
I'm in here and I'll guard

Waiting, when I'm waiting
(don't you know)
I've been here before, and I don't care where I'm going
So I'll be, waiting (waiting)
When I'm waiting (don't you know)
I'll tell you once more
That, as long as you're gone

Then I'll stay...
Then I'll stay
Then I'll stay
And you'll go then I'll stay
Stay...

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I'm waiting. That's all I can say. Waiting for my life to start. For things to get just a tad bit more interesting. Until then, one day at a time. I should be more pro-active.

Anyways, I've decided that my room will be painted white and pink stripes! It was gunna be a mixture of white, grey, and pink in various lengths of horizontal stripes... but that's way too much work if I'm planning to move out with Jenicka in a year or two *crosses fingers* xD. But big white and pink horizontal stripes will do for now. I wanna paint my old set of drawers white as well. My overall look is pretty much going to be grown-up girly, because of course I'll have random photos and posters <3. Hopefully, I'll be able to start packing whatever is in the room right now on Friday, get all the prep work done by Saturday night, and get one solid coat of primer done by Sunday. I hope it call goes well. Then sometime after the 25th, I can put pink stripes on =). I'm pretty psyched for this little project of mine.

On another note, I'm adding to the list of things to do in the summer, which will be to watch all the dvd's I own... well, my brother's dvds... but in this household, we like to share, so they are mine =).