4ever

Here we are so what you gonna do?
Do I gotta spell it out for you?
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don’t really care

Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock no time to rest
Let them say what their gonna say
But tonight I just don’t really care

Come on baby we ain’t gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah with you, yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever

I’ve seen it all I’ve got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me lets leave it all behind tonight
Like we just don’t care

Let me take you on the ride of your life
That’s what I said alright
They can say what they wanna say
Cause tonight I just don’t even care

Come on baby we ain’t gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah with you yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever

Lets pretend you’re mine
We could just pretend, we could just pretend, yeah yeah
You got what I like
You got what I like, I got what you like
Oh come on
Just one taste and you’ll want more

So tell me what your waiting for

Come on baby we ain’t gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah, with you, yeah, yeah
So come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever

Come on baby we ain’t gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah with you, yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever

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I really don't know why I'm listening to The Veronicas so much lately. Anyways, three caught my ears: "Take Me To the Floor", "Untouched", and "4ever". Fun times.

I began my move today! I'm really happy about that. Yesterday, I emptied out my entire room. Only my mattress, desk, and lamp were left. Massive change. It hadn't looked like that since the day I moved in. Anyways, I was psyched to start moving things today. I got home from school and began emptying the downstairs room. It was such a mess. No one cleans it at all. Haha. After most of the shit/garbage was removed, my mom helped me move furniture. I found out today that my mom is stronger than me. Seriously. Haha, oh man. I was able to decorate everything today, which is awesome. My new Harry Potter poster is looking mighty fanstastic in the presence of Ron, who's been dominating my room. Haha. I'll be sure to take pictures then post them. I hope this new room will be a good change for me. I need more changes in my life.

My god, my blogs are really lame.

Take Me On The Floor

The lights are out and I barely know you
We're going up and the place is slowing down
I knew you'd come around

You captivate me, something about you has got me
I was lonely now you make me feel alive
Will you be mine tonight?

Take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can't take it any more (dadada da dadadada)
I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love
Just take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can give you more (dadada da dadadada)
You kill me, you kill me, you kill me with your touch

My heart is racing as you're moving closer
You take me higher with every breath I take
Would it be wrong to stay?

One look at you and I know what you're thinking
Time's a bitch and my heart is sinking down
You turn me inside out

Take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can't take it any more (dadada da dadadada)
I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love
Just take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can give you more (dadada da dadadada)
You kill me, you kill me, you kill me with your touch

I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna kiss a boy
I wanna ...

I wanna kiss a girl (do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya)
I wanna kiss a girl (do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya)
I wanna kiss a boy (do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya)
I wanna kiss a (kiss a, kiss a, kiss a)

dadada da dadadada
dadada da dadadada
dadada da dadadada (oh)

Take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can't take it any more (dadada da dadadada)
I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love
Just take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can give you more (dadada da dadadada)
You kill me, you kill me, you kill me with your touch

Take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can't take it any more (dadada da dadadada)
I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love
Just take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can give you more (dadada da dadadada)
You kill me, you kill me, you kill me
Please don't stop!

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So glad that today is over. Can't wait for the rest of this and next week!

Plans?
- Prep for Bamboozle!
- Empty out room downstairs (I've decided that I'm not gunna paint it because it'll be covered up with posters/pictures/images anyways. Plus, I can go for a mismatched unique type themed thinger)
- Clean room
- Move my furniture from upstairs to downstairs, move old furniture from downstairs to basement.
- Decorate!
- Pack for Bamboozle!
- Bamboozle times!

I feel that we should have a party... well from 8pm - 11am on like Monday the 4th. Let me know the thoughts. PS. When I say party, I mean get together. Haha.

We Are Broken

I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong
My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize
Tell me why we live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

Yeah
'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole

Lock the doors
Cause I'd like to capture this voice
It came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice
And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war
We live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole

Tower over me
Tower over me

And I'll take the truth at any cost

'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole

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Why do looks matter so much?

Hollaback Boy

Uh-huh, holy shit
It's about time you get off my dick

A few times you been around that track
But your ass is still fat, it's gonna stay like that
'Cause I ain't your hollaback boy
I ain't your hollaback boy

(Ooh oo) This is my shit, this is my shit
(Ooh oo) This is my shit, this is my shit
(Ooh oo) This is my shit, this is my shit
(Ooh oo) This is my shit.

You damn right I was talking shit
I told your man so you would hear it
What you doin' acting like that
Now people know what's up
So you came to my place
Saw the look on your face
I hit a home run then I kicked you out
But first I broke my pom-pom out
And now you know what's up

A few times you been around that track
But your ass is still fat, it's gonna stay like that
'Cause I ain't your hollaback boy
I ain't your hollaback boy

(Ooh oo) This is my shit, this is my shit
(Ooh oo) This is my shit, this is my shit
(Ooh oo) This is my shit, this is my shit
(Ooh oo) This is my shit.

So last night girl, saw you under the bleachers
Giving head to a substitute teacher
Perfect grades didn't make no sense
But now it's all cleared up
And it's comin' right back
'Cause I'm telling your pack
So don't freak out when your secret's out
That's right girl, you can't deny this
Your knees is all scratched up

A few times you been around that track
But your ass is still fat, it's gonna stay like that
'Cause I ain't your hollaback boy
I ain't your hollaback boy

(Ooh oo) This is my shit, this is my shit
(Ooh oo) This is my shit, this is my shit
(Ooh oo) This is my shit, this is my shit
(Ooh oo) This is my shit.

Let me hear you say this shit is
Super-cala-fragalistic-expialidoshus
S-U-P-E-R-C-A-L-A-F-R-A-G-A...um...
..WHAT!

A few times you been around that track
But your ass is still fat, it's gonna stay like that
'Cause I ain't your hollaback boy
I ain't your hollaback boy

(Ooh oo) This is my shit, this is my shit
(Ooh oo) This is my shit, this is my shit
(Ooh oo) This is my shit, this is my shit
(Ooh oo) This is my shit.

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Oh man. Lately, I find myself devouring everything in sight. I think it's because I'm trying to keep busy and not study. I'm pretty much eating even though I'm not hungry at all. Chips, meal, chips, more meal. I really should stop because I can feel it adding to my already large stomach. And, I'm not exercising at all, just laying around in bed watching lots and lots of movies. I'm becoming a giant lard. But, beginning tomorrow, I will have to actually study because I would have only 48 hours to read 200+ pages on a very, very dull topic of electronic commerce. This whole semester I've been ragging on this course and its content... rightfully so, I would think. I should show you one day. I read 10 pages today and it was already painful. I am so not looking forward to the next 2 days...

...I just don't know what to do with the rest of my life. In a year, I won't be able to hide behind being in school anymore. When someone asks, "What do you do?", I won't be able to say "I'm in school". By that time, I'm supposed to have my life somewhat figured out. My career chosen and on my way to find an entry level job for that said career. But do I really see myself working in an office, wearing a suit all the time? Highly unlikely. But with the choices I made, it seems to be the only option. This used to be my dream, why not anymore? Now, I'm twenty grand in the hole.

Sit & Sink

We've got to make it to next summer
You've got so much to lose, but I don't
I swear I'll take you where the bright lights
Will shine on, shine on the perfect crowd
I know you'll stick it out with me now

Is it too late
We don't want you to get older
And tell them what you would have done
If you were us
I don't think you've got the guts
I don't think you've got it in you
You ain't got it, you ain't got it, no

Now I know you don't think we can go on
Seeing the bright lights shine on
Less deserving than before
So let's just drink, sit and sink
You've got so much to lose, but I don't

Is it too late now
Has time run out
You haven't seen the bright lights shine on
Is it too late now
Has time run out
You haven't seen the bright lights shine on

We don't want you to get older
And tell them what you would have done
If you were us
I don't think you've got the guts
I don't think you've got it in you
You ain't got it, you ain't got it
You ain't got it
We don't want you to get older
(Let's just drink)
And tell them what you would have done
(Sit and sink)
If you were us
(You've got so much to lose, but I don't)
I don't think you've got the guts
(Let's just drink)
I don't think you've got it in you
(Sit and sink)
You ain't got it, you ain't got it, no
(You've got so much to lose, but I don't)

Let's just drink, sit and sink
You've got so much to lose, but I don't


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I am such a girl that I hate it. Promise made, but broken inevitably. But I go on hoping that things will be better and you just show me again how to be disappointed. Note to self: Don't get up for the letdown.

You. Get out of my head.

Say When

I see you there, don't know where you come from
Unaware the stare from someone
Don't appear to care that I saw ya. And I want you
What's your name
Cuz' I have to know it
You let me in and begin to show it
We're terrified 'cuz we're heading straight for it, might get it.

You're in the song playing on the background
All alone but you're turning up now
And everyone is rising to meet you, to greet you
Turn around and you're walking toward me
I'm breaking down and you're breathing slowly
Say the word and I will be your man, your man

Say when
And my own two hands will comfort you
Tonight, tonight
Say when
And my own two arms will carry you
Tonight, tonight

Come close and then even closer
We bring it in but we go no further
We're separate.
Two ghosts in one mirror, no nearer
Later on if it turns to chaos, hurricane coming all around us
See the crack, pull it back from the window, you stay low

Come across you lost and broken
You're coming to but you're slow in waking
You start to shake.
You still haven't spoken, what happened
They're coming back and you just dont know when
You want to cry but there's nothing comin'
They're gonna push until you give in, say when

Now we're here and it turns to chaos
Hurricane coming all around us
Double crack throws you back from the window, you stay low

It all began with the man and country
Every plan sends another century around again
Another nation fallen

Maybe god can be on both sides
Of the gun never understood why
Some of us never get it so good, so good
Some of this was here before us
All of this will go after us
Never stops until we give in, give in

Say when
And my own two hands will comfort you
Tonight, tonight

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I am in love...

... with this song. It's from The Fray's new self-titled CD. I just love it. Lyrics are worth a read. On another note, I watched Eurotrip today. I must say that the lead, Scott Mechlowicz, is worth a mention. He's pretty cute in the movie. I should really stop watching movies and study instead... so bad.

Ultimate

You're the kind of friend who always bends when I'm broken
Like remember when
You took my heart and put it back together again

I've been wasting time with clueless guys
But now it's over
Let me tell you why
I'm through
I've meet someone new
Who's just like you

You're it
You're the ultimate
It's automatic.
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cuz I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate, you

You're the kind of guy who's hands in mine send shivers up and down my spine
You took my heart and put it back together again.

You're the kind of guy that blows my mind
But now it's my turn
You've been right in front of me
Everything I need
Why didn't i see

You're it
You're the ultimate
It's Automatic.
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cuz I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate, you

You're it
You're the ultimate
It's automatic
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cuz I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate, you

You're it
You're the ultimate, you....

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I had an awesome day with Jenicka, dt styles + a little Zac Efron = awesome times. I watched Freaky Friday when I got home. Lindsay Lohan is SOOOO awesome. Love her movies!

Boyfriend

Ha, Ha, Ha,
Ha, Ha, Ha,

Whatcha been doin'? Whatcha been doin?
Whoa, Whoa,
Haven't seen ya 'round,

How you been feelin'? How you been feelin'?
Whoa, whoa,
Don't you bring me down,

All that shit about me,
Being with him,
Can't believe,
All the lies that you told,
Just to ease your own soul,
But I'm bigger than that,
No, you don't have my back,
No, No, HA

Hey, how long till the music drowns you out?
Don't put words up in my mouth,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you face what's goin' on,
Cause you really got it wrong,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,

Well I'm sorry,
That he called me,
And that I answered the telephone,
Don't be worried,
I'm not with him,
And when I go out tonight,
I'm going home alone,
Just got back from my tour,
I'm a mess girl for sure,
All I want is some fun,
Guess that I'd better run,
Hollywood sucks you in,
But it won't spit me out,
Whoa Whoa, HA

Hey, how long till the music drowns you out?
Don't put words up in my mouth,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you face what's going on?
Cause you really got it wrong,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you look at your own life,
Instead of looking into mine,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you're leaving me alone,
Don't you got somewhere to go?
I didn't steal your boyfriend,

Whoa, whoa, whoa ha
Whoa, whoa, whoa ha

Please stop telling all your friends,
I'm getting sick of them,
Always staring at me like I took him from ya'

Hey, how long till the music drowns you out?
Don't put words up in my mouth,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you face what's going on?
Cause you really got it wrong,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you look at your own life,
Instead of looking into mine,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you're leaving me alone,
Don't you got somewhere to go?
I didn't steal your boyfriend,

Whoa, whoa, whoa, ha,
Whoa, I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Whoa, whoa, whoa, ha,
Whoa, I didn't steal your boyfriend

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Ok, my plans to start revamping my room is going to be postponed... I had to work today. Boo. Anyways, yesterday, I was trimming my fringe and accidentally snipped a little too much. I was aiming for short side bangs, but... that didn't happen. It just looked very choppy instead of swooshy. So I decided to fuck it and asked my mom to but blunt bangs for me, which she obliged. It really takes some getting used to. Like, my forehead is gone. Ha, anyways, they ended up being the heavy bangs. I was nervous going out into public like this. These bangs make me feel like an Asian version of Hannah Montana! My hair is so thick, that it can seem like I'm wearing a wig. But as the day went along, all I got were compliments about them. So, I guess that's good. Hopefully, you girlies will see it soon and tell me if it's good or not. Or you can lie to me. Either case, come see!

I'm Waiting

One question what can't be done
You tear me down with the same thing
There's nothing the end, it's begun
What can you do when it all drains

Down there, you go always
See if I care faded
Down, don't you know where I'll be
'Cuz I'm here, on my own

Waiting, when I'm waiting
(don't you know)
I've been here before, and I don't care where I'm going
So I'll stay...

When you walk don't leave a note
Just put your hands on the back door
When you talk it's just a joke
Just know, I can't take it anymore

Down there, you go always
See if I care faded
Down, don't you know where I'll be
'Cuz I'm here, on my own

Waiting, when I'm waiting
(don't you know)
I've been here before, and I don't care where I'm going
So I'll be, waiting (waiting)
When I'm waiting (don't you know)
I'll tell you once more
That, as long as you're gone

Then I'll stay...
Outside there's no place I can hide
And your "down time"
Is anything but right
When the winds rise
This storm won't subside
You'll be outside
I'm in here and I'll guard

Waiting, when I'm waiting
(don't you know)
I've been here before, and I don't care where I'm going
So I'll be, waiting (waiting)
When I'm waiting (don't you know)
I'll tell you once more
That, as long as you're gone

Then I'll stay...
Then I'll stay
Then I'll stay
And you'll go then I'll stay
Stay...

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I'm waiting. That's all I can say. Waiting for my life to start. For things to get just a tad bit more interesting. Until then, one day at a time. I should be more pro-active.

Anyways, I've decided that my room will be painted white and pink stripes! It was gunna be a mixture of white, grey, and pink in various lengths of horizontal stripes... but that's way too much work if I'm planning to move out with Jenicka in a year or two *crosses fingers* xD. But big white and pink horizontal stripes will do for now. I wanna paint my old set of drawers white as well. My overall look is pretty much going to be grown-up girly, because of course I'll have random photos and posters <3. Hopefully, I'll be able to start packing whatever is in the room right now on Friday, get all the prep work done by Saturday night, and get one solid coat of primer done by Sunday. I hope it call goes well. Then sometime after the 25th, I can put pink stripes on =). I'm pretty psyched for this little project of mine.

On another note, I'm adding to the list of things to do in the summer, which will be to watch all the dvd's I own... well, my brother's dvds... but in this household, we like to share, so they are mine =).

Still Fly

What's up Fresh, it's our turn baby

Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit
Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp
Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
But that's OK, cause I'm still fly

Gotcha car play gems on shine, said it's mine, get a mink, baby girl lets ride
You da Numba 1 stunna, and we gonna glide
And go straight to the mall, and turn out the inside
Prowler Gucci full length leather, Burbons cooler, Coogi sweater
Twenty inches pop my feather, The Bird man daddy I fly in any weather
Alligator seats with the head in the
Inside
Swine on the dash, G-Wagon so Fly
Numba 1 don't tangle and twisle
When it come to these cars my hands are faithful
The Gucci with the matching interior
3 wheel ride with the tire in the middle
It's Fresh and stunna and we like brothers,
We shine like paint daddy this our summer

Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit
Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp
Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
But that's OK, cause I'm still fly
Got a quarter tank gas in my new E-class
But that's alright cause I'm gon' ride
Got everything in my moma's name
But I'm hood rich da dada dada da

Have you ever seen the crocodile seats in the truck?
Turn around and sit it down and let em' bite ya butt
See, the steering wheel is Fendi, dashboard Armani,
With Your baby momma playa is where u can find me
Pushing through the parking lot on 24's Cadillac Escalade with the chromed out nose
With the navigation arrow headed straight to iHop
Aunt Jaimama likes me cause my syrup is so hot
Put the Caddy up, Start the 3 wheel Benz
Hyper white lights, ultra violet lens
Sumitomo tires and they gotta be run flat
T.V. where the horn go, boy can you top that?
I'ma show you somethin rookie press that button
The trunk went Eh-eh and all of a sudden
4 15's didn't see no wire's, and then I heard boom from the amplifiers

Let me slide in the Benz with the fished out fins
Impala Loud pipes, Drinking that Hen
It's the birdy birdy man I'll do it again
In the Cadillac truck 24's with 10's
Looking at my Gucci it's about that time
6 banders flying in at 9
New Suburban truck with page up showin'
Black and White and Red and Gold and
Bodies on the Roadster Lexus You know with that hard top beamer
Momma that's your truck
I'm coming up the hood been lovely
Open up the top and I wake up the bubbley
430 lex with convertible top
The rims keep spinning every time I stop
I got a superman Benz that I scored from shaq
With a old school Caddy with a diamond in the back

Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit
Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp
Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
But that's OK, cause I'm still fly
Got a quarter tank gas in my new E-class
But that's alright cause I'm gon' ride
Got everything in my moma's name
But I'm hood rich da dada dada da

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Exam time. Then... summer! Here's a list of a few events/goals/things to do for the summer:

April 28 - Audition CD comes out today! Audition listening party!
April 29 to May 4th - Audition in Buffalo/Bamboozle Adventure
May 19th - My b-day
All of summer - chill times with girlies and summer fling... jk, those don't exist in my life.

Stuff to do:
Move my room downstairs - I plan on moving my room downstairs. It's slightly bigger, therefore, slightly more fun for Anita! Painting, rearranging to begin after Bamboozle adventure!
Learn how to mix drinks/cook - I wanna be able to upgrade my current skill set in these areas so I can host dinner parties when needed. I wanna throw a summer patio dinner party of some sort this summer!
Read books - I wanna read fun books. I remember one summer, I went to the library almost every week to take out/bring books back. I miss it.
Find a job - I need to find a better job that pertains to my future career. I don't think sales associate is going to get me anywhere. On the plus side, it's my longest job yet xD.

Here's to summer *toast*

Wonder Why

I said why, did ya even try?
And portray but never find
Just fallin’ slowly
You left me so damn lonely

Try, steppin’ back to when we rhyme
Maybe recreate the times
You were shy but happy
And we were fine and dandy

Here we are again, oh
But backseat love don’t move me
I’m just far too choosy.

Stop, drop, go through, open and let it
Don’t you want to make it any better
Baby don’t you ever wonder why
Back up, it’s not that I think I’m clever
I just know that we could do much better
Baby, don’t you ever wonder why
I was never by your side

Sigh, take a deep breath and rewind
Bite your tongue and let it slide
Got to see a doctor
Maybe that will shock ya
Love don’t die, no
Especially when it penetrates and leaves you blind
And shaking mad and reckless
Got you feeling breathless

Here we go again
The backseat love don’t move me
I’m just way too choosy
Stop drop pull through open and let it
Don’t you want to make it any better
Baby, don’t you ever wonder why
Back up, it’s not that I think I’m clever
I just know that we could do much better
Baby, don’t you ever wonder why
I was never by your side
And I wonder why
And I wonder why
Wonder why
Wonder why
Why why why why

Stop drop pull through open and let it
Don’t you want to make it any better
Baby, don’t you ever wonder why
Back up, it’s not that I think I’m clever
I just know that we could do much better
Baby, don’t you ever wonder why

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Who's there to share a bowl of chocolate soup with?

When Your Mind Is Made Up

So
If you ever want something
You call, you call
And I'll come running to fight
And I'll be at your door
And there's nothing worth running for

When your mind is made up
When your mind is made up
There's no point trying to change it
When your mind is made up
When your mind is made up
There's no point trying to stop it

You see you're just like everyone
When you share your falls
All you want to do is run away
And hide all by yourself
When there's fall, there's fall
There's nothing else

When your mind is made up
When your mind is made up
There's no point trying to change it
When your mind is made up
When your mind is made up
There's no point even talkin'
When your mind is made up
When your mind is made up
There's no point trying to fight it
When your mind, your mind

There's no point trying to change it
When your


So
If you ever want something
Then you call, call
Then I'll come running

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It's weird to hear when a person tells you that you're hard to figure out. That it's really a mystery. When one day, you're dressed one way, and on other days, differently. It's weird when people tell you that you seem like you're a clubber, but in all reality, you're the furthest thing from it... And, when people tell you that there's more to you...

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The past week or so I've been mad busy. On Tuesday, I pulled my first all-nighter since... the TAI campout last November. It's been quite some time. Because of scheduling conflicts and what-not, my group started out 40% paper on Tuesday at 2pm, with which it was due 6pm the next day. We had met the night before too, only got to the outline stage... then to change it again at 2pm, and at 7pm that night. Anyways, we worked in the library until 12am, the time it closes. Ryerson is retarded like that... it likes to make life more difficult with closing buildings down. Anyways, we found an empty classroom (haha how hard is that to find at 12am) and stayed there to work. Rather productive actually. There was a slump at around 5-6am. By 12pm that day, we were on our editing stages... got it printed at 4:10ish, got it bounded at around 4:40... got it shoved into a balloon at 5:15.. (yes, we got it put inside a balloon with air)... and on his desk at 5:50pm. Pretty fucking sweet I must say.

Anyways, I got home at 9pm that night after dinner and drinks with my group. We all looked like shit. No make-up, hair in disarray. All in yesterday's clothes. No one cared at all. We deserved at least one drink. We talked about how much of a douchebag our professor is, courses, big plans for the next year. Girlfriends, ex-girlfriends, boyfriends, and lack thereof. All I can really say is how much I enjoyed working with them throughout the semester and I really hope we keep in touch because I'm the only one who will still be at school.

This pretty much leads me to today's events avec le Jenicka! Bingo! Balls! Bingo, then Balls! My first Bingo experience happened today. You wouldn't believe how intense this stuff gets. Random? Dab-all? Random, then dab-all?! Anyways, we first won a one-line game, in which we shared the winnings with 11 other winners. That left us with a winning of $28... Then, "scratch" cards were bought with hopes of getting "balls", which had three numbers on it and if called, we'd win a prize. In the midst of it, we ended up with about 50 "scratch" cards and got two "ball" cards... then the game began and numbers were being called. Soon enough , Jenicka yells, "BALLS!". The prize? $200!! Crazy! Not to mention, how many close ones Jenicka got! Oh mannn. Anyways, it was a great experience, which I do recommend to all.

Ok, it's 12ish now, thus I must retire. So, I bid you adieu.

Never Say Never

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we dont know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Picture you're the queen of everything
as far as the eye can see
under your command
I will be your guardian
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

You can never say never
why we dont know when
time, time and time again
younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

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One drink is all it takes, and boy, did it taste sweet.
I've just realized how replaceable boys are and I like it.

Warm Me Up

All I want is to be with you
All I want is to be with you
Show your cards, show me what you got
We’ll break these poker faces, like it or not

Everyone’s in my head
But I want you in my bed
I never wanna go a day without you
I could never go a day

Come closer to me baby
I’ve got everything you need
To fill your hunger pains for tonight

Warm me up beneath the sheets babe
I've heard all about how you can save,
I don’t wanna go a day with out you
Warm me up beneath the sheets babe
I've heard all about how you can save,
I don’t wanna go a day without you.

Innocence meet jealousy.
Isn’t she stunning?
She’ll make you smile so wide inside
Make you wish she'd bring back those nights

Take a walk with me through my head
I’ll show you where I rest
All those nights when I’m without you
Draw a new breath; I swear I’ll show you

Come closer to me baby
I’ve got everything you need
To fill your hunger pains for tonight

Warm me up beneath the sheets babe
I've heard all about how you can save,
I don’t wanna go a day with out you
Warm me up beneath the sheets babe
I've heard all about how you can save,
I don’t wanna go a day without you

Come closer to me baby
I’ve got everything you need
To fill your hunger pains for tonight

This can all be a reality
If you just say you’ll stay with me
I’ll make sure everything is done right

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Holy fuck. It's been way too long. The past 10-odd days, I've been swamped. I don't even recall what happened those days. All I remember is that I watched loads and loads of episodes of The Big Bang Theory and am going through a phase of layering t-shirts with long sleeve shirts. I love Sheldon! On another note, I had crazy term papers due. First, it was the dreaded e-business one. Oh man. Then, 5 days later, it was psychology. Oh anorexia nervosa... how much I learned about thee. Ah that leaves me 3 days to do two projects. Fuck. Alright. Time to haul ass. Quick update on my uneventful life. Tty in 5 days!

PS. I am in great need of drinks and candy.