Don't be so hard on yourself
The name of the game is humiliation,
And thanks for your admiration.
I never thought I'd say this:
The way that we play has such confrontation:
And guilt by association.
"Hold me, hold me..."
"If I were to..."
"I can't, can't, I swear I can't let you."
"It's all in your hands but I'll do what I can,
So you can do what you have to."
Don't think too hard about it,
You never thought I'd get this far,
Would get this far without you.
Relax, stand back and watch it happen.
I'll wave my goodbyes into the night and say
"Hold me, hold me..."
"If I were to..."
"I can't, can't, I swear I can't let you."
"It's all in your hands but I'll do what I can,
So you can do what you have to."
Say you'll never, ever. Say you'll never, ever.
Say you'll never let me go.
Say you'll never, ever. Say you'll never, ever.
Say you'll never tell a soul.
"Hold me, hold me..."
"If I were to..."
"I can't, can't, I swear I can't let you."
"It's all in your hands but I'll do what I can,
So you can do what you have to."
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Disappointment.
All I can do is hope for the best the next time around.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Believe Me I'm Lying
Hey, you always seem to catch me when I lying
About the stupidest of things.
Okay, you stand there while I stab you in the back
With the words (that I told you)
"I never, never, never, should have taken this so far."
Go ahead and buy yourself a drink
Cause you know you're deserving of it
Go ahead and cry yourself to sleep
And think how you hate me so bad.
You know hate me so bad.
I could write about a thousand songs to impress you.
But I wouldn't want to do that
I could make you feel like queen of the world but I won't
Because you’re full of imperfections.
This is coming from a third perspective
All I’m saying is you need to be selective
This is coming from a gentleman
With your needs in mind, I got his on the sideline
Go ahead and buy yourself a drink
Cause you know you're deserving of it
Go ahead and cry yourself to sleep
Go ahead and buy yourself a drink.
Cause you know you’re deserving of it.
Go ahead and cry yourself to sleep,
And think how you hate me so bad.
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Fast times this week.
Tuesday was pretty awesome. Cobra Fucking Starship!
OK. We ended up lining up for about 12 hours with a bunch of other girls. 10 minutes separated us from them. We're awesome. Anyways, this was the day I hate all Meet and Greets. Of course, when it's me, its ok xP. Enough about that. The show was awesome. It was awkward during Sing It Loud and Hit The Lights. I didn't know any lyrics, just song titles. I have them on my iTunes, yet hardly any plays. Oh well. FTSK came on. Pretty awesome. It was my first FTSK experience and it was quite entertaining. They played ''Catastrophe'' which I hear they don't play very often which was a bonus for a first-timer like me. Then before Cobra came on, my dear Jenicka, kind of.. passed out. But it was all cool when she came back during the middle of the set...
The show ended at around 11pm. It was freaking cold by this time. But the end of the show means chillage with band members. I must say that I freaking love Suarez! Thinking of him just makes me go, "awwww''. While taking our picture, he pulled my arm over his shoulder, saying "Come on, get your arm around me", which I thought was so cute. Because I usually just put the arm/hand on the back, and it was cute how he told me to do that. While waiting for this photo, I was drinking a can of coke, and Jenicka asked if I wanted her to hold it during the pic and I don't remember who it was but we decide to have a bit of product placement in this photo. So, me holding a can of coke, with my arm around Suarez, waiting for a pic. Then, he joins in on the action and holds the can of coke with me, which I thought was super cute. And the cherry on top, which I didn't realize, was the face he was making which was adorable. Mind you, this man is probably at least 25. I heart Suarez.
About the stupidest of things.
Okay, you stand there while I stab you in the back
With the words (that I told you)
"I never, never, never, should have taken this so far."
Go ahead and buy yourself a drink
Cause you know you're deserving of it
Go ahead and cry yourself to sleep
And think how you hate me so bad.
You know hate me so bad.
I could write about a thousand songs to impress you.
But I wouldn't want to do that
I could make you feel like queen of the world but I won't
Because you’re full of imperfections.
This is coming from a third perspective
All I’m saying is you need to be selective
This is coming from a gentleman
With your needs in mind, I got his on the sideline
Go ahead and buy yourself a drink
Cause you know you're deserving of it
Go ahead and cry yourself to sleep
Go ahead and buy yourself a drink.
Cause you know you’re deserving of it.
Go ahead and cry yourself to sleep,
And think how you hate me so bad.
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Fast times this week.
Tuesday was pretty awesome. Cobra Fucking Starship!
OK. We ended up lining up for about 12 hours with a bunch of other girls. 10 minutes separated us from them. We're awesome. Anyways, this was the day I hate all Meet and Greets. Of course, when it's me, its ok xP. Enough about that. The show was awesome. It was awkward during Sing It Loud and Hit The Lights. I didn't know any lyrics, just song titles. I have them on my iTunes, yet hardly any plays. Oh well. FTSK came on. Pretty awesome. It was my first FTSK experience and it was quite entertaining. They played ''Catastrophe'' which I hear they don't play very often which was a bonus for a first-timer like me. Then before Cobra came on, my dear Jenicka, kind of.. passed out. But it was all cool when she came back during the middle of the set...
The show ended at around 11pm. It was freaking cold by this time. But the end of the show means chillage with band members. I must say that I freaking love Suarez! Thinking of him just makes me go, "awwww''. While taking our picture, he pulled my arm over his shoulder, saying "Come on, get your arm around me", which I thought was so cute. Because I usually just put the arm/hand on the back, and it was cute how he told me to do that. While waiting for this photo, I was drinking a can of coke, and Jenicka asked if I wanted her to hold it during the pic and I don't remember who it was but we decide to have a bit of product placement in this photo. So, me holding a can of coke, with my arm around Suarez, waiting for a pic. Then, he joins in on the action and holds the can of coke with me, which I thought was super cute. And the cherry on top, which I didn't realize, was the face he was making which was adorable. Mind you, this man is probably at least 25. I heart Suarez.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Rumored Nights
I walked you home most days
to beat the traffic after class
with all my best intentions.
But when the weather changed,
like fine print, you were hard to read.
Blind-folded, eyes wide open,
staring through me.
I never heard the words that were spoken,
with the rumored nights, with the rendezvous.
I never thought the whispers were true ‘til now…
I saw things that I shouldn’t have tonight, tonight.
I know now what I couldn’t have,
I’ve gone too far to turn it back
I’ve gone too far to turn it back
Followed you home halfway,
over the fence to your backyard,
with all my best intentions.
And through your window frame,
outstretched and lying on your bed,
Blind-folded, eyes wide open,
staring through me.
I never heard the words that were spoken,
with the rumored nights, with the rendezvous.
I never look at you like I used to now
I saw things that I shouldn’t have tonight, tonight.
I know now what I couldn’t have,
I’ve gone too far to turn it back
I’ve gone too far to turn it back
Uninvited, no one knows
how much I care, how bad you are,
How good we’d be, but you won’t let me in
Goodnight I’m leaving.
I never heard the words that were spoken,
with the rumored nights, with the rendezvous.
I never thought the whispers were true ‘til now…
I saw things that I shouldn’t have tonight, tonight.
I know now what I couldn’t have,
I’ve gone too far to turn it back
I saw things that I shouldn’t have tonight, tonight.
I know now what I couldn’t have,
I’ve gone too far to turn it back
I walked you home most days
I had the best intentions
I walked you home most days
I had the best intentions
I walked you home most day
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Day One of concert week has come and passed and I have nothing more to say other than that I love The Academy Is... (what else is new?). From waiting in line for 15 hours in -10ish degree weather with my bestie, to sketched out drug transactions (or so it seemed), to annoying teenage hipsters, and to bitches in green pants, and finally to 20 minutes of painful kneeling before the show even started... I can safely say that all that was worth it once the lights were off and The Academy Is... took to the stage. They played songs from all three albums. I was surprised how much of Fast Times they played because it just went by so quick. Here's a list (in no particular order) of the songs that were played...
Fast times：
Summer Hair = Forever Young
About A Girl
Rumored Nights
His Friday Girl
After The Last Midtown Show
One More Weekend
The Test (Acoustic)
Santi:
Neighbors
Everything We Had
Seed
Big Mess
Almost Here:
Slow Down
CLASSIFIEDS!
Checkmarks
Black Mamba
Phrase That Pays
Almost Here
It was an incredible set and memories to last a lifetime (especially for Jenicka, ask her lol). The day was full of laughter, love and friends. What more could I ask for? In the end, everything happens for a resaon and it wouldn't be the same if it didnt. And, I would do it all again.
to beat the traffic after class
with all my best intentions.
But when the weather changed,
like fine print, you were hard to read.
Blind-folded, eyes wide open,
staring through me.
I never heard the words that were spoken,
with the rumored nights, with the rendezvous.
I never thought the whispers were true ‘til now…
I saw things that I shouldn’t have tonight, tonight.
I know now what I couldn’t have,
I’ve gone too far to turn it back
I’ve gone too far to turn it back
Followed you home halfway,
over the fence to your backyard,
with all my best intentions.
And through your window frame,
outstretched and lying on your bed,
Blind-folded, eyes wide open,
staring through me.
I never heard the words that were spoken,
with the rumored nights, with the rendezvous.
I never look at you like I used to now
I saw things that I shouldn’t have tonight, tonight.
I know now what I couldn’t have,
I’ve gone too far to turn it back
I’ve gone too far to turn it back
Uninvited, no one knows
how much I care, how bad you are,
How good we’d be, but you won’t let me in
Goodnight I’m leaving.
I never heard the words that were spoken,
with the rumored nights, with the rendezvous.
I never thought the whispers were true ‘til now…
I saw things that I shouldn’t have tonight, tonight.
I know now what I couldn’t have,
I’ve gone too far to turn it back
I saw things that I shouldn’t have tonight, tonight.
I know now what I couldn’t have,
I’ve gone too far to turn it back
I walked you home most days
I had the best intentions
I walked you home most days
I had the best intentions
I walked you home most day
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Day One of concert week has come and passed and I have nothing more to say other than that I love The Academy Is... (what else is new?). From waiting in line for 15 hours in -10ish degree weather with my bestie, to sketched out drug transactions (or so it seemed), to annoying teenage hipsters, and to bitches in green pants, and finally to 20 minutes of painful kneeling before the show even started... I can safely say that all that was worth it once the lights were off and The Academy Is... took to the stage. They played songs from all three albums. I was surprised how much of Fast Times they played because it just went by so quick. Here's a list (in no particular order) of the songs that were played...
Fast times：
Summer Hair = Forever Young
About A Girl
Rumored Nights
His Friday Girl
After The Last Midtown Show
One More Weekend
The Test (Acoustic)
Santi:
Neighbors
Everything We Had
Seed
Big Mess
Almost Here:
Slow Down
CLASSIFIEDS!
Checkmarks
Black Mamba
Phrase That Pays
Almost Here
It was an incredible set and memories to last a lifetime (especially for Jenicka, ask her lol). The day was full of laughter, love and friends. What more could I ask for? In the end, everything happens for a resaon and it wouldn't be the same if it didnt. And, I would do it all again.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Happy Ending
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love[repeat]
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I waste everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.
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I don't know how much longer I can wait. It's hard knowing something better will come along, but does it have to take so long? I'm just a impatient girl who wants only what the heart wants.
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love[repeat]
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I waste everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.
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I don't know how much longer I can wait. It's hard knowing something better will come along, but does it have to take so long? I'm just a impatient girl who wants only what the heart wants.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Take My Hand
Calm your nerves now
Don't worry, just breathe
Are you sure now?
Don't bother packing, let's just leave
Said they wanted change
I hope that you remain the same
To show that this is not a game
Let's end this tragedy today
Now take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over
Lay down with me
Let me hold you, baby just breathe
This is ending
We will get through eventually
Said they wanted change
I hope that you remain the same
To show that this is not a game
We'll end this tragedy today
Now take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over
Take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
And did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over now
We won't be a part of
We won't be a part of this
We won't be a part of
We won't be a part of this
We won't be a part of
We won't be a part of this
We won't be a part of
We won't, we won't
Take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over
Now take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over
Take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over now
We won't be a part of
We won't be a part of this
We won't be a part of
We won't, we won't
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I wish I could runaway right now... if only I had resources.
Don't worry, just breathe
Are you sure now?
Don't bother packing, let's just leave
Said they wanted change
I hope that you remain the same
To show that this is not a game
Let's end this tragedy today
Now take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over
Lay down with me
Let me hold you, baby just breathe
This is ending
We will get through eventually
Said they wanted change
I hope that you remain the same
To show that this is not a game
We'll end this tragedy today
Now take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over
Take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
And did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over now
We won't be a part of
We won't be a part of this
We won't be a part of
We won't be a part of this
We won't be a part of
We won't be a part of this
We won't be a part of
We won't, we won't
Take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over
Now take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over
Take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over now
We won't be a part of
We won't be a part of this
We won't be a part of
We won't, we won't
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I wish I could runaway right now... if only I had resources.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Candles
The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don't really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn't finish what you started
Only darkness still remains
Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright
Been black and blue before
There's no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback's such a waste
You're invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face
Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright
One day
You will wake up
With nothing but "you're sorrys"
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright
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This whole week has been kind of grey. Hardly any sun, and full of cold air. I can't lie and say I hate it. But I'm starting to forget what sun looks like. I miss the way the sun hits my face.
Lately, I've been wondering about life. What else is new？As individuals, we are taught to make our own decisions, to take responsibility. Everything in life is in our control. When things don't go the way they're supposed to, are we at fault？ Or, is it fate? Is it possible to have both exist? Where is the line drawn? How do we know if it's one, and not the other? Oh the unanswered questions in life. A couple weeks ago, I was in the car with my dad, waiting for my mom to be done work. I asked my dad, "Are you at where you thought you would be when you were, let's say, 25?". Not to my surprise, he said, "No". I didn't really question him about it, but I was sure that he had bigger dreams than to have 3 kids and support a family for the rest of his life. It kinda made me wonder whether it's worth dreaming, only to have it shatter years later. But when we dream the impossible dream, are we setting ourselves up for the let down? Or are we setting ourselves for the invisible alternative of happiness? When we choose to go down a path that wasn't intended, it can only lead to opportunities that wouldn't have come with the 'right' path. So for now, I'm going to dream the impossible dream. Ask me in 10 years how it goes.
And I am all alone
But I don't really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn't finish what you started
Only darkness still remains
Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright
Been black and blue before
There's no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback's such a waste
You're invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face
Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright
One day
You will wake up
With nothing but "you're sorrys"
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright
---------------------------------
This whole week has been kind of grey. Hardly any sun, and full of cold air. I can't lie and say I hate it. But I'm starting to forget what sun looks like. I miss the way the sun hits my face.
Lately, I've been wondering about life. What else is new？As individuals, we are taught to make our own decisions, to take responsibility. Everything in life is in our control. When things don't go the way they're supposed to, are we at fault？ Or, is it fate? Is it possible to have both exist? Where is the line drawn? How do we know if it's one, and not the other? Oh the unanswered questions in life. A couple weeks ago, I was in the car with my dad, waiting for my mom to be done work. I asked my dad, "Are you at where you thought you would be when you were, let's say, 25?". Not to my surprise, he said, "No". I didn't really question him about it, but I was sure that he had bigger dreams than to have 3 kids and support a family for the rest of his life. It kinda made me wonder whether it's worth dreaming, only to have it shatter years later. But when we dream the impossible dream, are we setting ourselves up for the let down? Or are we setting ourselves for the invisible alternative of happiness? When we choose to go down a path that wasn't intended, it can only lead to opportunities that wouldn't have come with the 'right' path. So for now, I'm going to dream the impossible dream. Ask me in 10 years how it goes.
Friday, November 14, 2008
Wake Up
I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again.
I wish that I could stay but you argue.
More than this I wish you could've seen my face
In backseat staring out the window.
I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.
So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I love you.
The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.
I've earned through hope and faith
The curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever.
If morning never comes for either one of us,
Then this I pray to you wherever.
I'll do anything for you.
This story is for you.
('Cause I'd do anything you want me to... for you.)
I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.
So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I loved you.
The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.
The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
'Til you decide to wake up.
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Things are getting a little more intense each day I choose to do nothing... maybe I should start doing my work? Anyways, love is in 8 days. Translation: The Academy Is... in fucking 8 days! I am so excited. New songs, new fun, new people, and new adventures. For the first time in the fall/winter season, I'm going to be camping out with Jenicka to secure our spot in Bill's direct line of vision! It has to happen. Like seriously. Or serious ass kicking will occur. Don't say I warned you teenage hipsters. All my training has come to this moment (when I say 'training' I mean visualization of kicking ass xP). I have 'combat' boots for a reason.
I wish that I could stay but you argue.
More than this I wish you could've seen my face
In backseat staring out the window.
I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.
So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I love you.
The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.
I've earned through hope and faith
The curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever.
If morning never comes for either one of us,
Then this I pray to you wherever.
I'll do anything for you.
This story is for you.
('Cause I'd do anything you want me to... for you.)
I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.
So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I loved you.
The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.
The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
'Til you decide to wake up.
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Things are getting a little more intense each day I choose to do nothing... maybe I should start doing my work? Anyways, love is in 8 days. Translation: The Academy Is... in fucking 8 days! I am so excited. New songs, new fun, new people, and new adventures. For the first time in the fall/winter season, I'm going to be camping out with Jenicka to secure our spot in Bill's direct line of vision! It has to happen. Like seriously. Or serious ass kicking will occur. Don't say I warned you teenage hipsters. All my training has come to this moment (when I say 'training' I mean visualization of kicking ass xP). I have 'combat' boots for a reason.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Love Story
We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.
I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.
Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-
Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.
I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...
Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.
We were both young when I first saw you.
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One day.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.
I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.
Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-
Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.
I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...
Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.
We were both young when I first saw you.
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One day.
That's What You Get
No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
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Where perfect communication doesn't exist, chaos does. Well, not chaos per-se, but it makes things way too difficult than it needs to be.
Trying to keep my life in balance, all I can do is try to use my time wisely. But I find it too easy to fall back to a routine that contradicts what I want to be.
Love.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
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Where perfect communication doesn't exist, chaos does. Well, not chaos per-se, but it makes things way too difficult than it needs to be.
Trying to keep my life in balance, all I can do is try to use my time wisely. But I find it too easy to fall back to a routine that contradicts what I want to be.
Love.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
This Is Our Town
Dear Bradentown
You have been good to me
You've kept your word
And got me through these years
All I ask
Is that you'll be there
When I return
From Anna's Isle
To Lakewoods' fields
This is our town
This is you were meant to be
This is our town
Where our roots have grown so deep
This is our town
This is where we're meant to be
This is our town
We'll keep coming back because...
Dear Bradentown
As the city sleeps tonight
You found us hiding out
Under parking garage lights
And you know
You know you'll find us here
When we return
This is our town
This is our town
This is our town
(What are we running for?)
This is our town
(What are we running for?)
This is our town
(This is our town)
Dear Bradentown
As I gently close my eyes
I hear you whisper softly
As we continue our goodbyes
And all I ask
Is that you'll be there
When I return
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Fuck this shit.
I am slightly irrational.
You have been good to me
You've kept your word
And got me through these years
All I ask
Is that you'll be there
When I return
From Anna's Isle
To Lakewoods' fields
This is our town
This is you were meant to be
This is our town
Where our roots have grown so deep
This is our town
This is where we're meant to be
This is our town
We'll keep coming back because...
Dear Bradentown
As the city sleeps tonight
You found us hiding out
Under parking garage lights
And you know
You know you'll find us here
When we return
This is our town
This is our town
This is our town
(What are we running for?)
This is our town
(What are we running for?)
This is our town
(This is our town)
Dear Bradentown
As I gently close my eyes
I hear you whisper softly
As we continue our goodbyes
And all I ask
Is that you'll be there
When I return
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Fuck this shit.
I am slightly irrational.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
All Again For You
I couldn't sleep last night
I walked alone
On the beach
Where we always used to go
When we couldn't hook up at home
I thought of you
And the time we jumped the fence
Pool-side, stripped down
We dove right in
And the cops chased us again
When you were mine
You know
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
the one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
Today, dressed up
In designer drugs
Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up
I let you take the wheel
And the driver's seat
Strapped in
So you get the best of me
Now what's left are the memories
When you were mine
You know
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
I am standing in the ocean rain
Rough and ready
For your deadly game
I've got nowhere else to go
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
(You know I'd do it all again)
(I swear I'd do it all again)
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Things are shaping up to be pretty odd.
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24 days until hate. 18 days until fun. 15 days until love.
I can't wait for the Christmas season. This Christmas will be different. It will be full of love, and not jealously. Only smiles and no tears. Embrace the ones you have, and love until there's no tomorrow. Full of sweet scents of holiday and a sight that comes only once a year, this Christmas will be different.
Top 5 Christmas Movies:
1. Love Actually
2. The Polar Express
3. The Family Stone
4. Home Alone: Lost in New York
5. Bridget Jone's Diary
Top 5 Christmas Songs:
1. All I Want For Christmas - Mariah Carey
2. My Only Wish - Britney Spears
3. Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays - Nsync
4. The First Noel - Josh Groban & Faith Hill
5. Angels We Have Heard On High - Josh Groban & Brian McKnight.
I walked alone
On the beach
Where we always used to go
When we couldn't hook up at home
I thought of you
And the time we jumped the fence
Pool-side, stripped down
We dove right in
And the cops chased us again
When you were mine
You know
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
the one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
Today, dressed up
In designer drugs
Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up
I let you take the wheel
And the driver's seat
Strapped in
So you get the best of me
Now what's left are the memories
When you were mine
You know
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
I am standing in the ocean rain
Rough and ready
For your deadly game
I've got nowhere else to go
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
(You know I'd do it all again)
(I swear I'd do it all again)
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Things are shaping up to be pretty odd.
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24 days until hate. 18 days until fun. 15 days until love.
I can't wait for the Christmas season. This Christmas will be different. It will be full of love, and not jealously. Only smiles and no tears. Embrace the ones you have, and love until there's no tomorrow. Full of sweet scents of holiday and a sight that comes only once a year, this Christmas will be different.
Top 5 Christmas Movies:
1. Love Actually
2. The Polar Express
3. The Family Stone
4. Home Alone: Lost in New York
5. Bridget Jone's Diary
Top 5 Christmas Songs:
1. All I Want For Christmas - Mariah Carey
2. My Only Wish - Britney Spears
3. Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays - Nsync
4. The First Noel - Josh Groban & Faith Hill
5. Angels We Have Heard On High - Josh Groban & Brian McKnight.
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