The Running Man

I'm being held captive
Something's got a hold of me
Stay until death
Splits us up and calls the judge
To ask if you believe
You've lost your soul for eternity
But you've never been free
When it's said and done
We can run
It's our eternity

But for now, I've been trapped, oh
Too long to take these roads
Tell me when you see the smoke
Hear my cry and bring me back to home

Arrested by your love, girl
Constant search from the floor
Badly beaten in love, girl
Turn the key and lock the door

Send an SOS through a telegraphic note
Expressed in shreds
Written in code, signed to a note
'Cause nobody should know
What it's like to be alone
So take back your soul
A lot to uphold
A lie to be told
'Cause love's not set in stone

But for now, I've been trapped, oh
Too long to take these roads
Tell me when you see the smoke
Hear my cry and bring me back to home

Arrested by your love, girl
Constant search from the floor
Badly beaten in love, girl
Turn the key and lock the door

Come as you are, my darling
Bare bones so I can see your soul
I'm beginning to lose control
I need to know who's starting
To crumble down my nervous walls
Had to stumble for far too long
Come as you are, come as you are
I'm beginning to lose control
I need to know, I need to know
You're beginning to lose control

Arrested by your love, girl
Constant search from the floor
Barely beating in love, girl
Turn the key and lock the door

Come as you are, come as you are
I'm beginning to lose control
I need to know, I need to know
You're beginning to lose control

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Let's just say it. I'm not one to confront. I hate confrontation. Why? Because there's better things to do and it's not my problem. Yeah, that might be a little conceited or selfish in that matter, but I don't even care at this moment. I hate having to live my life through the approval of others. I wish I could do whatever the fuck I want and not be reprimanded for my actions. I wish I could make decisions without thinking, "Oh, what would ______ think of me?" or "______ wouldn't like that." Fuck. I'm starting to get so tired of this shit. You have no idea what shit I get into when I make sacrifices. You don't even fucking know it. No one fucking knows what I have to deal with. Not even the closest people to me. I'm a very private person. To know me so far, you'd have to know me for a while. Even then, there are things that I wouldn't tell you. And you would be fucking surprised. What pisses me off is when people are indirect of their own feelings. Yeah, I'm probably a hypocrite on this one. I'm not a fan of feeling sharing. I let things blow over because I don't have fucking time to dwell on feelings. Yes, I am a robot that will self-destruct one day, but not today. Fact is, I do not like playing games. Especially, when you and I both know the rules. But if you cut the bullshit, I will too. I can handle whatever the fuck you throw at me, can you? When people piss me off, I have to walk away. Let things blow over. Give enough time and I'll be rational. When I'm angry, I'll fucking launch boulders of shit at you with no regrets. And even that, is rare. I can hold a grudge like no tomorrow. I have stuff from a year ago. No lie. Am I pissed at this moment? Kinda.