Fear Of Flying

I took a picture of a girl I once knew
I kept it here in case I'd run into you
The look on your face could light up a room
But instead you left
And now I'm sitting with my head on the dashboard
Push the seat back and close my eyes
I had this dream that I was on an airplane
afraid to fly
So i tipped my head to the side and I whispered
to this man that was in the isle
I said "do you know how long it takes before we die?"
and then I rolled awake

Can you take me back to the person I used to be
Back when you were there for me
I know it seems like forever but do me a favor please
Way back when we were stupid
held grudges just to help us sleep
Oh my god, how ridiculous were we?

I stop your breathing every time I'm around girl
Your body's sweating and your hands start to shake
I know you can't control your eyes but i know that your looks are fake
So tease me once and I'll try to forget
how it feels when you've got nothing left
well take it slow and only work this sometimes
Oh yeah..

Can you take me back to the person I used to be
Back when you were there for me
I know it seems like forever but do me a favor please
Way back when we were stupid
held grudges just to help us sleep
Oh my god, how ridiculous were we?

I took a picture of a girl I once knew
I kept it here in case I'd run into you
The look on your face could light up a room
But instead you left

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I'm here. Not sleeping. Although it is only 8ish, I promised myself I'd sleep earlier tonight. Lately, I never listen. But after this entry.

I can't wait to get tomorrow over with. No work until Saturday. "Beach" Friday. Yes, Toronto beach. You deserve quotations! Anyways, I'll finally be able to test the Smashbox primer that day. But I do hope the day is filled with many laughs and fun in the sun (*crosses fingers* Please don't rain. My laptop tends to contradict CP24 often). Hopefully, I'll see some more familiar faces. New boy will not be there. But that's ok. Maybe next week.

Girls are complicated beings. Although I am a self-proclaimed simple girl, I am too, complicated. By explaining the simplicity that is me, I realize that my simplicity exists only if my life is laced with perfection. Damn it.