The bridge is all crumbled.
The water soaks into rocks
that fell at the bottom of the road (At the end of the town)
The town that we lived in.
The memories shaken apart from the weeds that grow
Over the sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,
Sidewalks,
Like the time we thought was made for you.
Oh...
Out on the front porch,
watching the cars as they go by
(Eighteen blue, twenty one grey)
Looking ahead for the first time that we could drive,
Out on our own,
To speed away
From the sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,
Sidewalks,
Like the time we thought was made for you.
Oh...
All of the days have passed us by,
All of the sun is gone... away.
Sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,
Sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,
Sidewalks,
Like the time we thought was made for you.
(Sidewalks)
The bridges are crumpled,
The water soaks into rocks,
(Sidewalks)
That fell at the bottom of the road.
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I just want to say thanks for everyone who was able to celebrate my birthday over the weekend. It wouldn't have been the same without you. I'm so lucky to have you in my life.
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Today is my birthday. With the festivities over with as they were on the weekend, today was just an ordinary day. But today brought a giant smile to my face. It wasn't because I was one year older, or expected any gifts today. It was just hanging out with someone I wanted to get to know better (but I think I might have a serious crush... shh). In any case, we ended up having lunch at the Pickle Barrel, just sitting in Dundas Square talking about how lame we were as children, movies, and how much I never get out. I have a list of bars/lounges with incredible music that I just have to hit up (Hint hint, Jenicka... jk only if you want). After, we ended up just going through the Eaton Center in search of jeans he can "rock in" for his upcoming show. It was kind of funny because he kept saying that didn't want to resort to girl jeans at all. And, it was cute how he kept asking what I thought about it. But we found success at Le Chateau of all places. As we were parting ways, he hugged me and it felt really good. Anyways, in either case, if its just a new friend, or something more, it made me smile because I hadn't gotten to know anyone new in such a long time. It was probably one of my best non-dates ever.
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Saturday, May 16, 2009
The Perfect Scene
Well it's on my mind,
I'm heading back in time
and when I think of all the
songs we used to play and then
I think of you and it's alright.
I think of you and it's alright.
Well it's this sort of thing that
gets me to lose my mind
and it's the flash, flashy eyes that
make it worthwhile.
Everytime when we, we get together
we just fall in love again.
All in all, it's the perfect scene
and there's not anywhere that
I would rather be and it's now,
now or never when we're chasing
our dreams.
And oh, we're getting close now don't turn away.
It's on my mind I've got, I've got it all
and I wanted you to come inside.
It only takes just a second
when you understand you're out of time.
It only takes just a second
when you understand you're out of time.
All in all, it's the perfect scene
and there's not anywhere that
I would rather be and it's now,
now or never when we're chasing
our dreams.
And oh, We're getting close now don't turn away.
Don't turn away!
Oh you know, it's the perfect scene
and it's not anywhere I'd rather be.
Oh, where getting close now don't turn away.
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Going to the grocery store soontimes. It's gunna be fun buy random stuff to eat. One day, folks.
On another note, it's surprising how *little* effort it takes just to like someone. You know, you get that feeling that you should know this boy better, and that you enjoy just talking to him. One moment, you can feel nothing, the next, just what they said fills you with anticipation for the next time you meet/speak. That's all I have to say.
I think of you and it's alright.
I'm heading back in time
and when I think of all the
songs we used to play and then
I think of you and it's alright.
I think of you and it's alright.
Well it's this sort of thing that
gets me to lose my mind
and it's the flash, flashy eyes that
make it worthwhile.
Everytime when we, we get together
we just fall in love again.
All in all, it's the perfect scene
and there's not anywhere that
I would rather be and it's now,
now or never when we're chasing
our dreams.
And oh, we're getting close now don't turn away.
It's on my mind I've got, I've got it all
and I wanted you to come inside.
It only takes just a second
when you understand you're out of time.
It only takes just a second
when you understand you're out of time.
All in all, it's the perfect scene
and there's not anywhere that
I would rather be and it's now,
now or never when we're chasing
our dreams.
And oh, We're getting close now don't turn away.
Don't turn away!
Oh you know, it's the perfect scene
and it's not anywhere I'd rather be.
Oh, where getting close now don't turn away.
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Going to the grocery store soontimes. It's gunna be fun buy random stuff to eat. One day, folks.
On another note, it's surprising how *little* effort it takes just to like someone. You know, you get that feeling that you should know this boy better, and that you enjoy just talking to him. One moment, you can feel nothing, the next, just what they said fills you with anticipation for the next time you meet/speak. That's all I have to say.
I think of you and it's alright.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Love Addict
Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it
Doctor, Doctor, I've got an emergency
It seems I'm head over heels, a case of L-O-V-E
It's like I'm glowing inside
Yeah, a light I can't hide
And if this feeling is bad then I don't wanna be right
What I've got in my soul gives me the highest delight
Oh yeah it's better than drugs
In fact it's sent from above, huh huh
Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it
Hey, Can't kick the habit
Yeah, I got to have it
Yeah, I 'm what they call a
Love addict, Love addict
Hey, can't live without it
Yeah, G'on shout about it
Hey, I'm a symptomatic
Love addict, Love addict
Need a refill cause I just can't get enough
I've got a fever, oh yeah, and the prescription's love
So lay the truth on me
Cause that is all that I need
Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it
Hey, Can't kick the habit
Yeah, I got to have it
Yeah, I 'm what they call a
Love addict, Love addict
Hey, can't live without it
Yeah, G'on shout about it
Hey, I'm a symptomatic
Love addict, Love addict
I'm blessed, I must confess
My heart is pounding in my chest
Cause this love's the best
I'm just a love addict
Coming down with something outrageous
Lookout now cause it so contagious
This feeling's got me reeling
So amped up that I hit the ceiling
Gotta clear my throat
Huh huh, now I gotta have some more
Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it
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Yesterday, my neighbour's van caught fire, leaving a small section of my lawn and the tree above toasted to a crisp. It all started with my mom coming downstairs because she smelled something burning. Trying to see where it was coming from, my mom goes outside to see my neighbour's van burning. Like actual high flames! Anyways, during all this, my neighbour's daughter starts yelling ''Dad, your van is on fire!!!" Then my neighbour is screaming, "CALL 911". My mom then goes to move the car as far away from the house, and starts to come back. I'm at the front window, seeing my mom coming. I could feel the heat from inside my house! Then, run to the back door to unlock it for my mom. She tells me to put on shoes and lock the front door, and lets me know that we were leaving the house. We're on our way to the car which is parked about 50 meters from the house, and the van "pops". Not like an explosion, but something inside the van probably did. So, me and my mom are running to the car, kinda in shock as to what happened. We pulled the car onto another nearby street to see what was happening. Luckily, the fire department came under three minutes. Three firetrucks, three police cars, and one ambulance came. A lot of people came out of their houses to see what was going on because all you could see was heavy black smoke quickly rising into the air. After their arrival, the firemen started hosing off the van probably within two minutes. Seeing that things were under control, my mom and I weren't allowed to go back to our house because the police blocked off the road. So, this is when my mom and I decided to go on a shopping trip/I had to pee somwhere xD. AHAHA. Anyways, we ended up going to Shoppers, then to Winners. This is where I got my Steve Madden "Madden Girl" shoes. Pretty sexy, I must say. After about 40 minutes of shopping, we headed back home, hoping that everything was cleared and we would have access to our home. When we got back, all is well. Just kinda black.
During this entire thing, I was praying that our house wouldn't catch fire because the van was extremely close the lawn and our house. Adding to that, the wind was blowing the flames towards our house! When we got back, my mom saw the van on CP24! Crazy.
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On another note, I'm currently counting down the days to my birthday. Not that I'm not a bit psyched, I just want to get it over with. Sunday will be my little get-together though. There's actually a lot to do. I hate hosting parties. For one, you can't get as drunk as everyone else aka have as much fun. Two, if anything, my things will get damaged if anything would to occur. Three, I'm the only one who has to worry. Fuck. Not to add to that, my sister is on a mission to watch my every move. She has the entire weekend off. FML seriously. Anyways, I just want to have a good time. It's my birthday after all and I don't want to cry. Fuck, I wanna get seriously drunk, but I can't. I hate not being to do things I want.
Saturday will be a day of preparations. I got to get my patio furniture actually out to the patio. Dig out some coolers, and finish cleaning up everything else. Then, I have to do a lot of grocery shopping.
Ahhh. Fuck.
Doctor, Doctor, I've got an emergency
It seems I'm head over heels, a case of L-O-V-E
It's like I'm glowing inside
Yeah, a light I can't hide
And if this feeling is bad then I don't wanna be right
What I've got in my soul gives me the highest delight
Oh yeah it's better than drugs
In fact it's sent from above, huh huh
Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it
Hey, Can't kick the habit
Yeah, I got to have it
Yeah, I 'm what they call a
Love addict, Love addict
Hey, can't live without it
Yeah, G'on shout about it
Hey, I'm a symptomatic
Love addict, Love addict
Need a refill cause I just can't get enough
I've got a fever, oh yeah, and the prescription's love
So lay the truth on me
Cause that is all that I need
Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it
Hey, Can't kick the habit
Yeah, I got to have it
Yeah, I 'm what they call a
Love addict, Love addict
Hey, can't live without it
Yeah, G'on shout about it
Hey, I'm a symptomatic
Love addict, Love addict
I'm blessed, I must confess
My heart is pounding in my chest
Cause this love's the best
I'm just a love addict
Coming down with something outrageous
Lookout now cause it so contagious
This feeling's got me reeling
So amped up that I hit the ceiling
Gotta clear my throat
Huh huh, now I gotta have some more
Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it
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Yesterday, my neighbour's van caught fire, leaving a small section of my lawn and the tree above toasted to a crisp. It all started with my mom coming downstairs because she smelled something burning. Trying to see where it was coming from, my mom goes outside to see my neighbour's van burning. Like actual high flames! Anyways, during all this, my neighbour's daughter starts yelling ''Dad, your van is on fire!!!" Then my neighbour is screaming, "CALL 911". My mom then goes to move the car as far away from the house, and starts to come back. I'm at the front window, seeing my mom coming. I could feel the heat from inside my house! Then, run to the back door to unlock it for my mom. She tells me to put on shoes and lock the front door, and lets me know that we were leaving the house. We're on our way to the car which is parked about 50 meters from the house, and the van "pops". Not like an explosion, but something inside the van probably did. So, me and my mom are running to the car, kinda in shock as to what happened. We pulled the car onto another nearby street to see what was happening. Luckily, the fire department came under three minutes. Three firetrucks, three police cars, and one ambulance came. A lot of people came out of their houses to see what was going on because all you could see was heavy black smoke quickly rising into the air. After their arrival, the firemen started hosing off the van probably within two minutes. Seeing that things were under control, my mom and I weren't allowed to go back to our house because the police blocked off the road. So, this is when my mom and I decided to go on a shopping trip/I had to pee somwhere xD. AHAHA. Anyways, we ended up going to Shoppers, then to Winners. This is where I got my Steve Madden "Madden Girl" shoes. Pretty sexy, I must say. After about 40 minutes of shopping, we headed back home, hoping that everything was cleared and we would have access to our home. When we got back, all is well. Just kinda black.
During this entire thing, I was praying that our house wouldn't catch fire because the van was extremely close the lawn and our house. Adding to that, the wind was blowing the flames towards our house! When we got back, my mom saw the van on CP24! Crazy.
----------------------------
On another note, I'm currently counting down the days to my birthday. Not that I'm not a bit psyched, I just want to get it over with. Sunday will be my little get-together though. There's actually a lot to do. I hate hosting parties. For one, you can't get as drunk as everyone else aka have as much fun. Two, if anything, my things will get damaged if anything would to occur. Three, I'm the only one who has to worry. Fuck. Not to add to that, my sister is on a mission to watch my every move. She has the entire weekend off. FML seriously. Anyways, I just want to have a good time. It's my birthday after all and I don't want to cry. Fuck, I wanna get seriously drunk, but I can't. I hate not being to do things I want.
Saturday will be a day of preparations. I got to get my patio furniture actually out to the patio. Dig out some coolers, and finish cleaning up everything else. Then, I have to do a lot of grocery shopping.
Ahhh. Fuck.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Better Be Prepared
I'm making my way
Through cities and towns
Just trying to lose myself in skylines and forget
That I lost my mind when I couldn't hold her
And now that I feel all the weight on my shoulders
I fall
So here's a couple words for you
To let you know what I've been through
I've got this off-track set mind where everything is fine
If I know I've got a ticket to the other side
And I'll breathe you in tonight
I'll find my own way home
You know I'll be fine
You've got me walking through the back door, back door
Hoping that I'll find you sitting there
You know that I will find you somehow
And I better be well prepared
To change the way that I believe
This story's old but not complete
I need that off-track set mind where everything is fine
If I'm ever gonna meet you on the other side
And I'll breathe you in tonight
I'll find my own way home
You know I'll be fine
You've got me walking through the back door, back door
Hoping that I'll find you sitting there
You know that I will find you somehow
And I better be well prepared
To walk through the back door, back door
With my head in my hands
'Cause I can find you somehow
I better be well prepared
I'm gonna be prepared
I need to get out of the city lights
And make my way to the country side
I'll drive down the road
The roads we both know
Will lead me to the place I miss the most
I'll get to your house
I'll burst through the door
I'll climb up the stairs
You know I'm scared that I have changed
You've got me walking through the back door, back door
Hoping that I'll find you sitting there
You know that I will find you somehow
And I better be well prepared
To walk through the back door, back door
With my head in my hands
'Cause I can find you somehow
I better be well prepared
I'm gonna be prepared
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After trying to sleep, I couldn't. This is what I get for watching One Tree Hill all night to the wee hours yesterday. Seriously, one day and my sleep is messed. Anyways, not much has gone on with my life. I guess I'm trying to live vicariously through television characters to compensate for my dull life. Well, I should really take more initiative to get out there, but I can put that off for now. I'm looking forward to the weekend. Friday at 9:45pm can't get here fast enough. I really hope things turn out this weekend. I plan on having a small get-together this weekend for my birthday. But family things always get in the way. I just want one, single day where there's nothing to worry about, no one telling me what to do. One day to have fun before I am more obligated to act like a mature adult, before I turn 21. I kinda wanna get really wasted. Not puking wasted, but responsible yet enough to drown my sorrows of my upcoming birthday.
One thing I don't get is how my parents want me to act all responsible, right now. Saying that I'm too old to have parties, to go out. But that is just the thing. I have my entire lifetime to act like a mature adult. I'm still young. Why do I need to get a head start? Is it only when I have a stable job, a mortgage, can I start to have fun and feel free? Doesn't make sense does it?
Things I want from this weekend:
- chilling with friends
- good laughs
- my sister to get a life for just 24 hours
- my mom to not interfere
- to forget about what would've happened.
I need to stop replaying one liners over and over in my mind. Why did you have to say that?
Through cities and towns
Just trying to lose myself in skylines and forget
That I lost my mind when I couldn't hold her
And now that I feel all the weight on my shoulders
I fall
So here's a couple words for you
To let you know what I've been through
I've got this off-track set mind where everything is fine
If I know I've got a ticket to the other side
And I'll breathe you in tonight
I'll find my own way home
You know I'll be fine
You've got me walking through the back door, back door
Hoping that I'll find you sitting there
You know that I will find you somehow
And I better be well prepared
To change the way that I believe
This story's old but not complete
I need that off-track set mind where everything is fine
If I'm ever gonna meet you on the other side
And I'll breathe you in tonight
I'll find my own way home
You know I'll be fine
You've got me walking through the back door, back door
Hoping that I'll find you sitting there
You know that I will find you somehow
And I better be well prepared
To walk through the back door, back door
With my head in my hands
'Cause I can find you somehow
I better be well prepared
I'm gonna be prepared
I need to get out of the city lights
And make my way to the country side
I'll drive down the road
The roads we both know
Will lead me to the place I miss the most
I'll get to your house
I'll burst through the door
I'll climb up the stairs
You know I'm scared that I have changed
You've got me walking through the back door, back door
Hoping that I'll find you sitting there
You know that I will find you somehow
And I better be well prepared
To walk through the back door, back door
With my head in my hands
'Cause I can find you somehow
I better be well prepared
I'm gonna be prepared
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After trying to sleep, I couldn't. This is what I get for watching One Tree Hill all night to the wee hours yesterday. Seriously, one day and my sleep is messed. Anyways, not much has gone on with my life. I guess I'm trying to live vicariously through television characters to compensate for my dull life. Well, I should really take more initiative to get out there, but I can put that off for now. I'm looking forward to the weekend. Friday at 9:45pm can't get here fast enough. I really hope things turn out this weekend. I plan on having a small get-together this weekend for my birthday. But family things always get in the way. I just want one, single day where there's nothing to worry about, no one telling me what to do. One day to have fun before I am more obligated to act like a mature adult, before I turn 21. I kinda wanna get really wasted. Not puking wasted, but responsible yet enough to drown my sorrows of my upcoming birthday.
One thing I don't get is how my parents want me to act all responsible, right now. Saying that I'm too old to have parties, to go out. But that is just the thing. I have my entire lifetime to act like a mature adult. I'm still young. Why do I need to get a head start? Is it only when I have a stable job, a mortgage, can I start to have fun and feel free? Doesn't make sense does it?
Things I want from this weekend:
- chilling with friends
- good laughs
- my sister to get a life for just 24 hours
- my mom to not interfere
- to forget about what would've happened.
I need to stop replaying one liners over and over in my mind. Why did you have to say that?
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