I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
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<3.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Monday, January 5, 2009
It's Not Over
My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over
I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over
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And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over
I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over
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Random facts you may or may not know about me:
1. I love sleeping.
2. I'm not a fan of using plastic utensils or dishware.
3. I sleep to Armor For Sleep every night I am home.
4. I always wake up at least an hour and a half before I have to be somewhere.
5. I love putting the "What I am Listening to" on MSN.
6. It kills me when my laptop doesn't connect to the internet.
7. I love watching movies on TV and get really mad if I miss a good one even though I've probably seen it many many times.
8. I really dislike drinking water.
9. I don't like dressing up.
10. I hate open spaces, like vast fields.
11. I love sleeping with at least 3 blankets, and the heater on.
12. I hate waking up to an alarm.
13. I hate updates on Facebook.
14. I don't like technology very much.
15. It makes me happy when I see The Academy Is... on my phone and desktop background.
16. I always have to have music playing while getting ready in the morning.
17. I hate my hair.
18. I find putting on makeup therapeutic.
19. I use my pajama pants as a napkin way too often.
20. I worry way too much.
21. I wonder where people on the subway are going.
What are the 21 random facts about you?
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Hell To Sell
Come with me if you want to see anything worth while, my child
I'll show you anything and everything
Go to heaven for the weather
But to hell to sell your soul
I'll show you where mine went so long ago
Teach you everything you need to know
The way to love and feel it in your bones
Grab the sheets and make her toes ravel
Her lips whisper
She wants you, Oh!
The more you listen to me, you'll see
Everything that you need to be, from me
I'll show you all that you need, to be
The greatest lover to come after me
Oh, I can show if you want to know exactly how to say her name
To make her scream and shout, but not from pain
Ecstasy is all that she'll feel when you kiss her lightly
It's frightening
There is no room for sparks, show her lightning
Teach you everything you need to know
The way to love and feel it in your bones
Grab the sheets and make her toes ravel
Her lips whisper
She wants you, Oh!
The more you listen to me, you'll see
Everything that you need to be, from me
I'll show you all that you need, to be
The greatest lover to come after me
I can't wait to see inside
See exactly what your made of (made of)
I can see right through your eyes
See exactly where you came from (came from)
I'll take you out around the town
I will break you down (I will break you down)
I'll leave you high and dry, girl
I'll make your body cry, girl
I'll make your body
Make your body
Make your body cry out!
Teach you everything you need to know
The way to love and feel it in your bones
Grab the sheets and make her toes ravel
Her lips whisper
She wants you, Oh!
Come on girl and take a ride with me
Take your time, there isn't need for speed
I'll take it slow and make you lose control
Your lips whisper
I want you, Oh!
The more you listen to me, you'll see
Everything that you need to be, from me
I'll show you all that you need, to be
The greatest lover to come after me
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Alright, 3 days until school. Fuck. Time to get back into the routine.
I'll show you anything and everything
Go to heaven for the weather
But to hell to sell your soul
I'll show you where mine went so long ago
Teach you everything you need to know
The way to love and feel it in your bones
Grab the sheets and make her toes ravel
Her lips whisper
She wants you, Oh!
The more you listen to me, you'll see
Everything that you need to be, from me
I'll show you all that you need, to be
The greatest lover to come after me
Oh, I can show if you want to know exactly how to say her name
To make her scream and shout, but not from pain
Ecstasy is all that she'll feel when you kiss her lightly
It's frightening
There is no room for sparks, show her lightning
Teach you everything you need to know
The way to love and feel it in your bones
Grab the sheets and make her toes ravel
Her lips whisper
She wants you, Oh!
The more you listen to me, you'll see
Everything that you need to be, from me
I'll show you all that you need, to be
The greatest lover to come after me
I can't wait to see inside
See exactly what your made of (made of)
I can see right through your eyes
See exactly where you came from (came from)
I'll take you out around the town
I will break you down (I will break you down)
I'll leave you high and dry, girl
I'll make your body cry, girl
I'll make your body
Make your body
Make your body cry out!
Teach you everything you need to know
The way to love and feel it in your bones
Grab the sheets and make her toes ravel
Her lips whisper
She wants you, Oh!
Come on girl and take a ride with me
Take your time, there isn't need for speed
I'll take it slow and make you lose control
Your lips whisper
I want you, Oh!
The more you listen to me, you'll see
Everything that you need to be, from me
I'll show you all that you need, to be
The greatest lover to come after me
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Alright, 3 days until school. Fuck. Time to get back into the routine.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Bring It (Snakes On A Plane)
Times are strange
We've got a free upgrade
For snakes on a plane
Fuck 'em, I don't care
Pop the cheap champagne
We're going down in flames, hey
Oh! I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it!
So kiss me goodbye
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye
I can see the venom in your eyes
Goodbye
It's time to fly
Tonight the sky's alive
With lizards serpentine
Lounging in their suits and ties
Watch the whore's parade
For the price of fame, hey
Oh! I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it!
So kiss me goodbye
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye
I can see the venom in your eyes
So kiss me goodbye
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye
I can see the venom in your eyes
Goodbye
Ladies and gentlemen,
These snakes is slitherin'
With dollar signs in they eyes
With tongues so reptilians
This industry's venomous
With cold-blooded sentiments
No need for nervousness
It's just a little turbulence
So kiss me goodbye
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye
I can see the venom in your eyes
So kiss me goodbye
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye
I can see the venom in your eyes
Goodbye
Oh! I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it!
We seem to be losing altitude at an alarming pace
From midtown to downtown
Snakes on a blog
I suggest you grab your ankles and kiss your ass goodbye
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First post of the new year!
New Year's Eve was pretty awesome. Started off with a Crepes and Twilight avec some pretty awesome people, Samantha, Tiffany, and the Jenicka. One day soon again, ladies! Then, NYE night came along with a sad departure from my bestie. Nerves and anxiety along the subway ride was soo not cool. More like we didn't know more than 10% of the people who were going to be there and didn't know what to expect at all. I left at Bloor and Yonge, while Jenicka stayed on until Sherbourne. I got off at Queen and had to transfer to a streetcar, which took FOREVER. At least 30 minutes on one of the most fucking coldest nights ever. I got to my destination alright, and had a bit of catching up to do. Damn fuckers started without me. Anyways, I like how I take over the music when I get there. What's this fucking R&B shit going on? Switch. Fuck yeah, Cobra. Thank you, little handy USB drive. Anyways, people were drunk and falling all over the place, which I didn't appreciate. 2 beers and a couple drinks later and I'm set. The night consisted a lot of Sing-star whatever the fuck it's called on PS3, Taboo, and dancing... if you call it that. Lots of "fucks" were used. I've discovered that I am quite a vulgar happy drunk. Which is way better than that sad drunk I encountered yesterday. Oh man. Let's not speak of that. Anyways, by the time midnight came along, everyone was so tired and didn't feel like celebrating. Which is fine by me because I was just laying there... haha. Anyways, by 1:30, everyone left but me. Let the real party begin... not. We watched How I Met Your Mother, like most of season 2, and then watched half of 10 Things I Hate About You, slept, woke up and watched the Today Show, and then watched a bit of Two and A Half Men. All was well and on my way to meet Jenicka!
So, I wish you all the best in the upcoming year. Hopefully, more laughs, more friends, more memories. The best to you all.
We've got a free upgrade
For snakes on a plane
Fuck 'em, I don't care
Pop the cheap champagne
We're going down in flames, hey
Oh! I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it!
So kiss me goodbye
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye
I can see the venom in your eyes
Goodbye
It's time to fly
Tonight the sky's alive
With lizards serpentine
Lounging in their suits and ties
Watch the whore's parade
For the price of fame, hey
Oh! I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it!
So kiss me goodbye
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye
I can see the venom in your eyes
So kiss me goodbye
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye
I can see the venom in your eyes
Goodbye
Ladies and gentlemen,
These snakes is slitherin'
With dollar signs in they eyes
With tongues so reptilians
This industry's venomous
With cold-blooded sentiments
No need for nervousness
It's just a little turbulence
So kiss me goodbye
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye
I can see the venom in your eyes
So kiss me goodbye
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye
I can see the venom in your eyes
Goodbye
Oh! I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it!
We seem to be losing altitude at an alarming pace
From midtown to downtown
Snakes on a blog
I suggest you grab your ankles and kiss your ass goodbye
-----------------------------------
First post of the new year!
New Year's Eve was pretty awesome. Started off with a Crepes and Twilight avec some pretty awesome people, Samantha, Tiffany, and the Jenicka. One day soon again, ladies! Then, NYE night came along with a sad departure from my bestie. Nerves and anxiety along the subway ride was soo not cool. More like we didn't know more than 10% of the people who were going to be there and didn't know what to expect at all. I left at Bloor and Yonge, while Jenicka stayed on until Sherbourne. I got off at Queen and had to transfer to a streetcar, which took FOREVER. At least 30 minutes on one of the most fucking coldest nights ever. I got to my destination alright, and had a bit of catching up to do. Damn fuckers started without me. Anyways, I like how I take over the music when I get there. What's this fucking R&B shit going on? Switch. Fuck yeah, Cobra. Thank you, little handy USB drive. Anyways, people were drunk and falling all over the place, which I didn't appreciate. 2 beers and a couple drinks later and I'm set. The night consisted a lot of Sing-star whatever the fuck it's called on PS3, Taboo, and dancing... if you call it that. Lots of "fucks" were used. I've discovered that I am quite a vulgar happy drunk. Which is way better than that sad drunk I encountered yesterday. Oh man. Let's not speak of that. Anyways, by the time midnight came along, everyone was so tired and didn't feel like celebrating. Which is fine by me because I was just laying there... haha. Anyways, by 1:30, everyone left but me. Let the real party begin... not. We watched How I Met Your Mother, like most of season 2, and then watched half of 10 Things I Hate About You, slept, woke up and watched the Today Show, and then watched a bit of Two and A Half Men. All was well and on my way to meet Jenicka!
So, I wish you all the best in the upcoming year. Hopefully, more laughs, more friends, more memories. The best to you all.
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