Something More

I lie awake again, my bodies feeling paralysed
I can’t remember when
I didn’t live through this disguise
The words you said to me
They couldn’t set me free

I'm stuck here in this life i didn’t ask for
There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

The storm is rolling in
The thunders loud it hurts my ears

I'm paying for my sins
And its gunna rain for years and years

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over
There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more
Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more

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Breathe in. Breathe out.

Sometimes I wonder how I ended up here. In this particular point in my life. In hindsight, can I pinpoint the moment in my life so far, that could drastically change what is my life right now? If I had listened to my heart? Or if I had asked for help instead of trying to figure it out for myself? If I was willing to be a little less stubborn? If I should've spoken up instead of ignoring something? It's ridiculous to even think that if I had the opportunity to change something in my life, that it would drastically change my life today. As I'm wondering this now, I'd be very careful with future decisions. Potentially overthinking the most minute things. And taking less risks. Not living life. Oh the paradoxes in life.