Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)
Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
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Resurface.
Showing posts with label Panic At The Disco. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Panic At The Disco. Show all posts
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
Camisado
The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events
This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relax
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
You're a regular decorated emergency
You're a regular decorated emergency
This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight
You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight
The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events
--------------------------------------
Ok, this past week has been an emotional rollercoaster out of a series of normal events. I hate myself for being in a situation that only makes me want to hate myself even more. I don't have a reason to wake up in the morning anymore. I really don't. But I do wake up. I wake up to live a life that I don't want anymore. I chose this path. I chose this path. I try to convince myself everyday that I made the right one. But as each day goes by, I can only feel how not right it is. I say that I'll go through with my choices, and when the time is right, I'll take the opportunity to do what I truly want. But how do I know I am strong enough to survive until that point? How will I know?
Today, I had a minor breakdown. I am not proud of it. But it happened. I'm the type of person who holds everything on the inside. When shit happens, I take it and keep it to myself. Today, I found out that I have to get my wisdom teeth removed. Total cost: $1580. Coverage: $750. Remainder: $830. I'm not a rich girl. I'm far from it. It just makes me sad that to be healthy, it costs money. It pains me so much to know that in order to make it better, it costs me more than I have. It pains me that at this age, I'm worried about even having enough for the next 2 years. I have an incredible amount of debt, and to find out that to be healthy, I have to go into more debt? It's heartbreaking. This along with other things such as my predicament with school, the stress I'm already under from it, not seeing my friends when I want to, being too busy for words, all contributed to what I call my "breakdown". You probably think it's stupid. Or, that it's immature. Or, even disgracing. I do. But, the thing is that I never do this. I fucking never. Fuck. I can only do my best in the future to not let this happen ever again. Life is tough and I have to fucking deal with it.
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events
This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relax
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
You're a regular decorated emergency
You're a regular decorated emergency
This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight
You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight
The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events
--------------------------------------
Ok, this past week has been an emotional rollercoaster out of a series of normal events. I hate myself for being in a situation that only makes me want to hate myself even more. I don't have a reason to wake up in the morning anymore. I really don't. But I do wake up. I wake up to live a life that I don't want anymore. I chose this path. I chose this path. I try to convince myself everyday that I made the right one. But as each day goes by, I can only feel how not right it is. I say that I'll go through with my choices, and when the time is right, I'll take the opportunity to do what I truly want. But how do I know I am strong enough to survive until that point? How will I know?
Today, I had a minor breakdown. I am not proud of it. But it happened. I'm the type of person who holds everything on the inside. When shit happens, I take it and keep it to myself. Today, I found out that I have to get my wisdom teeth removed. Total cost: $1580. Coverage: $750. Remainder: $830. I'm not a rich girl. I'm far from it. It just makes me sad that to be healthy, it costs money. It pains me so much to know that in order to make it better, it costs me more than I have. It pains me that at this age, I'm worried about even having enough for the next 2 years. I have an incredible amount of debt, and to find out that to be healthy, I have to go into more debt? It's heartbreaking. This along with other things such as my predicament with school, the stress I'm already under from it, not seeing my friends when I want to, being too busy for words, all contributed to what I call my "breakdown". You probably think it's stupid. Or, that it's immature. Or, even disgracing. I do. But, the thing is that I never do this. I fucking never. Fuck. I can only do my best in the future to not let this happen ever again. Life is tough and I have to fucking deal with it.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
All Again For You
I couldn't sleep last night
I walked alone
On the beach
Where we always used to go
When we couldn't hook up at home
I thought of you
And the time we jumped the fence
Pool-side, stripped down
We dove right in
And the cops chased us again
When you were mine
You know
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
the one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
Today, dressed up
In designer drugs
Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up
I let you take the wheel
And the driver's seat
Strapped in
So you get the best of me
Now what's left are the memories
When you were mine
You know
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
I am standing in the ocean rain
Rough and ready
For your deadly game
I've got nowhere else to go
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
(You know I'd do it all again)
(I swear I'd do it all again)
---------------------------------
Things are shaping up to be pretty odd.
---------------------------------
24 days until hate. 18 days until fun. 15 days until love.
I can't wait for the Christmas season. This Christmas will be different. It will be full of love, and not jealously. Only smiles and no tears. Embrace the ones you have, and love until there's no tomorrow. Full of sweet scents of holiday and a sight that comes only once a year, this Christmas will be different.
Top 5 Christmas Movies:
1. Love Actually
2. The Polar Express
3. The Family Stone
4. Home Alone: Lost in New York
5. Bridget Jone's Diary
Top 5 Christmas Songs:
1. All I Want For Christmas - Mariah Carey
2. My Only Wish - Britney Spears
3. Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays - Nsync
4. The First Noel - Josh Groban & Faith Hill
5. Angels We Have Heard On High - Josh Groban & Brian McKnight.
I walked alone
On the beach
Where we always used to go
When we couldn't hook up at home
I thought of you
And the time we jumped the fence
Pool-side, stripped down
We dove right in
And the cops chased us again
When you were mine
You know
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
the one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
Today, dressed up
In designer drugs
Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up
I let you take the wheel
And the driver's seat
Strapped in
So you get the best of me
Now what's left are the memories
When you were mine
You know
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
I am standing in the ocean rain
Rough and ready
For your deadly game
I've got nowhere else to go
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
(You know I'd do it all again)
(I swear I'd do it all again)
---------------------------------
Things are shaping up to be pretty odd.
---------------------------------
24 days until hate. 18 days until fun. 15 days until love.
I can't wait for the Christmas season. This Christmas will be different. It will be full of love, and not jealously. Only smiles and no tears. Embrace the ones you have, and love until there's no tomorrow. Full of sweet scents of holiday and a sight that comes only once a year, this Christmas will be different.
Top 5 Christmas Movies:
1. Love Actually
2. The Polar Express
3. The Family Stone
4. Home Alone: Lost in New York
5. Bridget Jone's Diary
Top 5 Christmas Songs:
1. All I Want For Christmas - Mariah Carey
2. My Only Wish - Britney Spears
3. Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays - Nsync
4. The First Noel - Josh Groban & Faith Hill
5. Angels We Have Heard On High - Josh Groban & Brian McKnight.
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