So She Dances

A waltz when she walks in the room
She pulls back the hair from her face
She turns to the window to sway in the moonlight
Even her shadow has grace
A waltz for the girl out of reach
She lifts her hands up to the sky
She moves with the music
The song is her lover
The melody's making her cry
So she dances
In and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently

A waltz for the chance I should take
But how will I know where to start?
She's spinning between constellations and dreams
Her rhythm is my beating heart

So she dances
In and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently

I can't keep on watching forever
I'd give up this view just to tell her

When I close my eyes I can see
The spotlights are bright on you and me
We've got the floor
And you're in my arms
How could I ask for more?

So she dances
In and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently

I can't keep on watching forever
And I'm givin' up this view just to tell her

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I want you to stop pretending. Stop pretending so everyone else feels sorry for you. So you can build yourself up. Stop pretending you don't see it when clearly you can. You don't know that it hurts me. I'm too much of a coward to tell you that. Fuck. Blame everyone else, but all the blame falls on yourself. Too much of my life has been in the shadows of yours. It's time to let the sun fucking shine through. I hate that you can't see what it's doing to me. But, I'm afraid that if I don't encourage you to do what you do, that I will become you. I see what you've become and I don't want it. In the end, I want to stop pretending that it's ok. It's not fucking ok.